Andrew Weigl
The Namesake
My father named me Andrew
After a beautiful dead one
They all say
So cut from the belly of my momma
And crowed with the title of a fallen
I grew up from there
My father was a fighter
My mother was a painter
Son was ashamed and full
With kindness and rage
And to this day
Carries ghost weight
Knows no other
Avenue for traveling
Though I’m open to options
And alternative methods
By which I might come to peace
And place away from ache
And time away from heavy
To let go my let goes
Devotion to my move on and up
Push-ups and shadow boxing
City College know how
Working every Sunday
New York live it up
Not quite fame
But you could call me notorious
Maybe worth a story
Seen it all and named it mine
Ate it up then burned it down
Autographed in blood
So topple down to floors
I can sleep anywhere
I have risen from the trash
I piled it up to leave for later days
Taken into account
My follies and my anger
My downfalls and my struggle
Own up and pay
The piper or these ghosts
Who make themselves available
And so I can not help but
Take them at their value
With reason for our contact
And conduct is important
When dealing with the dead