Jason Hoy
Brian
A sharp freshening wind,
left over from the night before,
blows smoke away from my mouth.
Mid-day traffic pushes across Pearl Road,
I add time to the collective hours
spent relaxing on this ledge.
A man walks up the pizza shop parking lot,
in my direction, but with no conviction.
and carried by a slow unsymmetrical gait.
He had eyes like a dark symphony.
He said
“Name's Brian, pleasure to meet you.”
We had less a conversation and more an exchange:
smokes for jokes, politics, and Vietnam War stories.
The jokes semi-sexist expressions of a weathered heart,
the politics were clique grievances:
“The government can take everything but your pride.”
The war stories were never extensive and slightly funny:
“Got this limp from a badly place bullet!”
They were always followed by a stare into the middle distance.
Less jovial language told of his present life:
No wife, no kids, no home,
living somewhere in the Strongsville Metroparks,
to him,what feels most like home
There was a long silent gaze before he said
“You know man,
I thought we were all lost
cause life's journey is down a darkened path,
and a little light would soon come to guide,
but I'm starting to realize, we're all blind”